The last few days have been very hard for me here... as is evident by my last blog post. I'm doing much better this afternoon, though. I'm finally able to feel like I can exhale for a bit today. I got my shift out of the way early today, and I already had lunch. I will be getting a workout in pretty soon, too. I need it so bad! It's been just an awful week for me. I've been so stressed and strung out that I can hardly sleep at night. So now I'm completely exhausted. I know the workout will do me good. I'm looking forward to it very much, and I am going soon!
The impending move of locations is coming up kinda soon, too, so I need to get all my stuff done for that as well. That's not terribly stressful... but moving always sucks. I will be very happy to get right back to being settled in. Believe me!!!! I am looking forward to that first beer on the first day, too. :)
Sadly enough, I really have a blank mind today other than what I already wrote here, so I think I'm going to have to cut this one short. I do have another day off coming up on Saturday, and I am planning to enjoy it agian. I also am going to try and get myself to play poker tomorrow night and do karaoke on Sat. night. I think it will be fun. I really need to do something different to break up this groundhog day feeling that starts to overcome you as every day is seemingly the same. I would love to take a couple classes... after the move, though... but I just don't feel like I have the time or the energy to do it to the level that I'd like to do it. (I maintain a 4.0 GPA... and I intend to keep it that way.) There are many volunteer opportunities here as well, but I don't do any of those either because I just haven't found something I'm passionate enough about that I want to give up sleep in order to do. :(
Well... at the very least I came up with a little bit more to write today. LOL I'm just too tired and mentally exhausted from the past few days to even think hardly at all. I did watch "Killers" last night with my roommate. It was pretty funny. I love getting movies in my packages from home!!! I also got a bunch of other goodies, too! hehe My dad sent me a birthday card that I got, too, along with one from my Aunt and Uncle. :)
Ahhhhh... it is about time to head off to the gym now... HOORAY!!! I know... the simple things to get excited about right? Hey... a workout definitely does something for the mental state of mind I'll tell ya. Sometimes it's the best therapy when you're not feeling at your best. Have a great Thursday and Veteran's Day everyone... say a little prayer or have a moment of silence for just one Vet today. :)
Peace, Love, and Poker
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